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"If Only "
by Paige Knight

If only you could be me
For just one single day
Maybe you'd be able to see
How hard it is to stay
In control and out of trouble
My emotions running wild
They call me dangerous they say I'm bad
But I'm really just a child
With a mental condition that makes it hard
To control my temper and actions as well
They call it Asperger's Syndrome
But I just call it hell.
No friends to play with
Their parents say no
As if my illness
Could spread out of control
Adults talk about me
Behind my back
They say there's no illness
I'm just a big brat
But I also have feelings
Though they don't always show
Sometimes I hide them
So no one will know
How bad it hurts to be laughed at
How it hurts to be picked last
To be sad and all alone
While other kids are having a blast
Never invited to parties
Never invited to play
Instead I stay at home
And get on my knees to pray
I pray for God to ease my pain
To make people understand
I don't try to be mean or disrespectful
I just want to be able to stand
On my own two feet and say to you
If you could be me for just one day
Maybe you would stop and think
Before you treat me that way.


Written by Paige Knight
Age 10, 2003

 

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